Helena Alipaz is a full time mother, full time day dreamer of missed artistic explorations/ realised, under-valued domestic beauties. A multi-instrumentalist, instrument maker, drawer, and advisor and manager of live acts. The piece produced, reflects the stream of consciousness inner dialogue and rushed sensations presented as result of time contraints demanded from the domestic mothering of four children whilst attempting to produce art. In this instance, noise is both the vocation and the prison.